Since I am fighting with depression... Sleeping time becomes longer and longer! Even my exam date is getting closer.
I know and hopefully understand well because of sickness, but I had my real life before which I cannot handle so fer!

Strange thing is the sickness became better while I was in England with my friends (my teacher for accounting as well), since I came back to Japan... my doctor has been working hardly on me as it getting worse and worse.

I hate some part of culture here, that middle aged men look down women! So it make me difficult to go out myself after tried sometime, I have to stay in bed for a long time...

Here is already 4pm but my day has just started now... how pitty.